GONE

I’m gone
But remember
I had plans to change the world
But world failed to be changed

I had plans to make it better
But rejection was its response
I had plans to teach everyone
The secrets of life, the forbidden fruit
But they preferred Ignorance.

I had plans

Remember
Remember
Remember

And now

I am losing ground
Every moment that passes me by
I lose more and more

But remember
I had plans
It was the world which ignored me
I came and gone
But you remember
Just remember

Just like a SETTING SUN.
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Setting sun

"You’re the devil inside me I brought from the cold
You said your body was young
But your mind is very old
You’re coming on strong and I like the way
The visions we had have faded away
You’re part of a life I’ve never had
I’ll tell you that it’s just too bad
You’re coming on strong
You’re showing your colour"

Like a setting sun

Future is what we think of, but remember it is still going even if we dont think its good!!
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Future

Is it coming? Is it good? Is it gonna be alright?
This is the sort of questions we would ask ourselves in times which we think we have a choice in life. This is quite interesting, regardless of what we think we know, our answers may not be correct, and there is only  predictions and guesses but still we ask these questions anyway.
I thought about its whys. There were a lots of reasons and explanations I came up with, but in the end one of the main motive was because it makes us to feel good about situation or at least makes us to think we care about the situation.
And believe in it or not, the future will depend on what we feel about it. For instant, if you feel pretty good about something which would happens in the future, you will find out it is most likely to become the way you like it to be and vice versa.

However other theories are appreciated.
I remember a word that I heard from someone which stresses the above point:

If you say I can’t do something you never would.

Suffer in Darkness.
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SUFFER

Someone said to me: “Why don’t you kill yourself?”
I ask him: " Why would I kill myself when world is doing it for me, slowly, and make me suffer?”

And really why we don’t kill ourselves? Are we afraid of dieing? We all know, some day we all gonna die, so why would we afraid of something which we all know it will happen someday.

Try to find a better reason to be alive.

Heros, only Heros ...
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Heros

Bless the heros
That have no wrong in their hearts
Bless the heros
Who fight for your words
Bless the heros
who fight for more then the president
Bless the heros
that love those whom they have never met
Bless the heros

Who have gone to Heaven for us.

Suppose I ...
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Suppose ...

Suppose I lied

when I told you I was over you,

Suppose I lied

When I said that I could be yours.

Suppose I lied

when I said I was your other half.

Suppose I lied

when I made any sense to you.

Suppose I lied

Suppose I lied

Suppose I lied 

...

What do you think about this Picture? let me know if you got some comment.
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Please Help me!!
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TRY!!

I can't fucking TRY anymore.
What the hell is wrong with me?

I am Allways not in the Mood.
What the hell is going with me?

Please, Please, Say something.

Those time is Gone. Now is my turn again.
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What about this time
Something has happened, I don’t want to believe it but it happened anyways. I am not the best anymore! It is so strange cause in past 20 years it never happened to me.
I never wanted to be the first but second, I was at least second if I wasn’t fist.
Now things have been changed. I am nothing. I waste my time away for doing nothing.
I have to do something. I have to change a lot of things. I am far far behind of what I should be. I have to be quick, very quick.
I know what would happens now, and I will change those things which went wrong. I am going to get back to the game. And this time I’m definitely going to win.

So I’m telling you, who wants to stop me: You may slowed me down for a while but I’m back again, stronger than before. So fear me, because this is fear that keeps you in the safe distance from my wrath.

I was watting for you, even now!!
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I'm Glad this time
Want to know the truth? It came back again. I don’t know this time is going to be like before - attack me then leave me to reinforce or this time is the time to stay forever - or not but it is coming back yet again. Feel sorry for myself. However I am happy for myself because at least I had good break, made me ready for it. I didn’t expect it so soon, but what the hell. It comes anyways.

A Hidden Monster may Show itself !
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Chasing

Alright, you were right it is following me! Maybe is not going to leave me for ever which I expect so but it is not about it, it is about me. It is about me wanted to be free. I like my freedom and now the feeling is came back again. You know, I am going to ignore it this time. I am going to let it understand how the ignoring feels is.
In a simple word:

This time I am the BOSS. And I am going to be a bitch bout it.
Ok, Now what’s you gonna be moron?

Just show me, where is the EXIT?
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To Realize ...
I find it in here. It was very interesting for me.

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.......

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

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What do you think?
To realize
The value of life:
Waste it?

One of my web log’s friend has wrote in her web log a beautiful piece of poem that I like to share with you, but first I should thanks Sarvenaz for her lovely web log:

I am not shallow, nor deep.
I am not smart, nor dumb.
I am not nice, nor mean.
I am not the best, nor the worst.
I am not strong, nor weak.
I am not happy, nor sad.
I am not good, nor bad.
I am not fun, nor boring.
I am not fast, nor slow.
I am not rich, nor poor.
I am not the winner, nor the loser.
I am not sweet, nor bitter.
I am not old, nor young.
I am not short, nor tall.
I am not black, nor white.
I am who my destiny has formed me into…

And really we are who we meant to be! Although what did happen to our will?

It is here. Now Close again
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I had a strange Dream!!
I don’t know why I’m wanna talk to you now
But somehow I really want
Something is happening
I’m afraid
Not because of me
Not for anyone
I just feel unsafe
Something is around
Near
Far
Sometimes come really close
Put its hands around my neck
Portend doesn’t harm
But it will
Sometimes get far
No one can see it
But still
You know you are watched
From distance
I fear not for myself
But ...
Please
Please
Answer me

If you don’t

LET ME OUT OF HERE ... .
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Out of Here
You know what? Get over here and let’s play or no let’s bet on our lives. Loser has to have other player life and lives for him too.
Let’s give our life to those who lives happily. Those aren’t sad.
Let’s they enjoy our life, at least we are sure our life doesn’t wasted.
I’m tiered, tiered of myself or more of everyone else.

LET ME OUT OF HERE

Make me BLEED!!
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Life or Vacation
In a movie there was a girl how in the last part of the film she ask herself may be life is a vacation of something. Maybe we are supposed to enjoy it and spend it with those we love.
This is an interesting philosophy. Life is a vacation, and it might be true. However these questions come after it: we choose to go to vacation, we know this is not a real life when we are in vacation, and we now exact time to leave the vacation. But in the life, we don’t know we choose or not, we have no idea about another life and of course the end is still unknown too.
Although as all instance, it just gives us some points.

1- We should enjoy the life.
2- This life isn’t real.

I know we are suppose to be happy, but Does happiness equal to enjoy?

Fear or Respect
Have you ever thought about what we human have to fear of? Do we have to fear of our enemy? Or perhaps if we are very brave we don’t fear of anything. Some religious people say that men have to not fear of anything except GOD. This is a nice prophesies I believe, however did we try to define what GOD is?
We assume that every body knows the meaning of God! The power far-far beyond of human’s power in this word. But I have another proposition for answer to this question:

I say we shouldn’t fear of anything except ourselves.

Really did you ever thing which it might be we are God? See in my religion God say to human that I am as close as your neck to you. I always ask myself what is a close as my neck to me? And you know what my answer was? It was me!
Or I hear a lot of times which if you want to know God, know yourself.
So in fact we can say we still afraid of God if we fear of ourselves. Although what is fear?
Maybe fear is some sort of respect. Actually we don’t afraid of those we respect to but we make difference between them and other who we don’t respect. So it is possible all meaning of fear was respect. And in some point this definition has changed.
In conclusion you are the God, so respect your God.

Respect yourself.

All I Need is to Know ... !!!
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Enjoy
We always wanted to enjoy what we do or what we have, but do we ever think about why we like to enjoy every thing?
Enjoying is good because it give us feel good, because it let us stand the hardness of our life. In other word, enjoying stop us to become tiered. This is what exactly we don’t want to become, tiered.
People pay a lot of their money to spend a time in good holiday, because they were tiered of the ordinarily life. When we start losing every thing, in fact loosing our concentration people tell us: "Take a vacation.” Why? Because when we enjoy something we prepare to take a life more seriously.

We need to enjoy things we do, and we basically don’t do it in normal life, so we try to make it. However the time after enjoyable moment is sad because we don’t want to leave whose moments. So we have two choices:

1 - Enjoy every thing!
2 – Do not enjoy anything.

First choices will not actually happen in our life, maybe we portend to enjoy every thing but soon we will tire to portend it.
In second choices we don’t enjoy anything, so we get tired but that what it is, we never enjoy anything and still get tired. In other hand we don’t get sad after enjoying too.
Anyway there is the third choice which is the one we take every time.

By the way, why we have to enjoy something or hate it? Why we hate something others enjoy it? Who make us to be like that?

Maybe we should ask him why we are like this and why!!

I've done it for myself, You do it for yours.
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Life meaning!!!
I just think sometimes about myself, and what I am in this universe. The universe is hundreds thousands times or bigger then me. What is my significant in this world? Dose it stop with out me? Does it care about me? And in one world:

What I am in the world?

This shouldn’t be tough question, because we are all here, so we have to know why we are here, life should have some meaning. However this is still a question, thus in somepoint should something been missed or gone wrong!
I really donÂ’t believe those ideas which say: “God created us to see, Do we follow his wish or not”. God doesn’t need us for these cheap reasons; in fact god doesn’t need us at all, why he should need the human. Of course all this arguments are on if and only if we accept there is a God, which I think it should be something.
Now let's back to our significance in whole universe. By the way why we go so far, what is our meaning in our town? If we pay our taxes, be a good neighbour, help people and more this mean it is our reason to be alive? I don’t think so. There got to be something more, something more important. Like what? I don’t know. That’s why I ask this question for.
I know I should be good but why I should, never been clear. Although I am sure of something, somehow in someway being good make me feel nice too.

SOBECAUSE BECAOUSE OF YOU NOT FOR OTHER PEOPLE.

What is the real world? Can we really call those things around us real world? Does only every thing we see is the real world? What will happen about those things we sense and can't prove?

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Dreams
Have you ever had a dream that when you woke up think that was real a happened? I’m sure all of us had this experience before although did you think about it? In fact why we have to have dream? Is it really something biological that our body need it? Or it's about something else.
I know people that really haven’t a dream and still have beautiful life! So it can’t be something biological only.
Perhaps it has relation to it but not completely, and this is the nature, noting is complete.
So what does it would be then?
You may think that it maybe is the image of ourselves that we can’t have in the real life. Thus we make it in our dreams. True it might be a possible explanation which related to psychology.
However for instance, I have a dream since I remember, and every time I woke up I thought it has really has happened to me. Even the whole dream makes me tired too. I can’t stop not sleeping but when I sleep it doesn’t help to fresh me up. Though it is different with the nightmare, sometimes I enjoy them.
So what it would be? The things that I do in my dream, I have no idea what they are they come from. It is not my imaginary life, somehow I thing this life is the imaginary one.

Really, how we can find out we are sleep or a weak?

And something else:
I can see the future in my dreams. I believe every one dose. When you do something that you think you have done it before, means that you have seen future but do not remember it totally.
Now what we call this thing? They are images that come to our head by random chances?
I don’t think so.
So do that they could be? I don’t know exactly but I have theory about it:
We don’t live in the exactly real world. Every thing around us has other characteristics than we know. We have other significance in someplace else.
Where is that place? No idea but I can feel it, I know it is some where or even it is exactly around us. It should exist somewhere, because with out it a lot of things don’t fit in their place.

Next time you do something that knows about it already, try to remember where you remember it from.
I’ve done it before. I tried to memorize those things that I thought it would be happened in future and amazingly they did.
And if we could really know about the future, what will happen to our choice?

Does future has already been written?

I can't talk, I can't tell but I can see and I can THINK 

Choice II
High Important: when we want to talk about High Important Stuff it is better we first define what would be important. See, in my view those things which we mention it in future by Transformer events are important in our life. for instance it has happened that your friend tell you about seeing someone who thought couldn’t see him/her again, and by this his/her life changed for some reason.
These things are not our choice too, so the question is

ARE WE HAVING CHOICE?

See, this is always been a crisis and mans couldn’t get over it in all his history. Even in this situation itself we do not have choice to not ask these kinds of question. We always get some explanation for it although the certain answer has never been made.

Choice
Have you ever thought about that human beings have choice in their life or not?
obviously we didn’t have choice to born, actually we don’t remember it, if it was decision of ours of course, and we didn’t have choice to born in what kind of family in what country and ... .
But still some of us think human have choice in their life. Frankly I am one of those people who think we have choice of our life, but in another way. I mean I divided whole decision things in to some different levels or categories such as Less Important decisions or High Important decisions.
Human right is to choose somewhere in the middle of this imaginary diagram. Although what did happen to the Less and High Important things.

First Less Important: these things are done by system itself, like autopilot. Interesting isn’t it. It doesn’t matter who you are, depending on your situation system decide something happen to you, like you accidentally fall in the middle of a lovely walk without any reason, it don’t hurt you and may make others laugh but it happened for reason which you don’t know it and it wasn’t your choice neither.

Second High Important: let’s talk about these later; remember to think about it, what things would be high important decision which is not you choice?

NOT SPECIAL 

Special or Not Special
Have you ever think that you are somehow special and you will do something which will change the future of all humanity? If yes, I’ll tell you something...
I was one of those people who thought is special. I though I will change the life of a lot of people and will be an important person in the world wide. I had these dream till last night.
What happened last night, I’ll tell you:
I have had a very hard exam, I had time to read but I didn’t and put everything for last moment because I believed I could do it. The thing is I just passed one of my worst nights ever, I even had thought about the way to kill myself too. - Now I understand why people attempt to kill themselves when have failure in their life - anyway I just realize something, how much you thing you are special, it doesn’t matter if you don’t work hard for it, there is no free thing in the world that give it to you and don’t ask anything because you thing you are special.
In conclusion please do not thing you are special because I am sure you are NOT. Actually I am nobody, so like you but if I just work a bit harder I will be a special person, at list I have hope to be but I’m not sure I could make it. So why are we playing this “Special Person” games?

Subsequently never forget, YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL.

I know its sounds hard to you; believe me I was hard for me to understand too but always said Truths aren’t come up easy.

LOVE AND LIFE, This is a Problem
I was thinking about love lately a lot, also about the meaning of life too. You know what I got most when I thought deeper?
I starting to realize that the life meaning are should be has some relation to the Love itself.
Ask me about its relation, my answer is: The meaning of LIFE isn’t LOVE.
You might figure it out by yourself before although u still confuse about the meaning the life though, don’t you.
I tell you what? See, love is a very complicate person. I prefer to call it person because it might be having life for itself. But it shouldn’t make us to call it the meaning of life if we really don’t know how this is.
So think more clearly next time. Is the real meaning of LIFE is LOVE or it is something else we didn’t want to think about it!