A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions--as attempts to find out something. Success and failure are for him answers above all.

Friedrich Nietzsche

Eternity And All The Pleasure In World Won't Worth A Damn, If You Didn't Have A Right Company.

Do ...

Do whatever you will, but first be such as are able to will.
Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Contempt

Behind all their personal vanity, women themselves always have an impersonal contempt for woman.
Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Education's Worth

Education is an admirable thing, but it is well to remember from time to time that nothing that is worth knowing can be taught.

Oscar Wilde 1854-1900

Good, Bad, Happiness

• What is Good? 
• All that heightens the feeling of power in man, the will to power, power itself.

• What is Bad? 
• All that is born of weakness.

• What is Happiness? 
• The feeling that power is growing, that resistance is overcome.

The Antichrist, section 2, Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Interpretation of the TRUTH

All things are subject to interpretation, whichever interpretation prevails at a given time is a function of power and not truth.

Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Faith

A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything.
Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Love and Hate

Three steps to Resentment:

Admiration and Respect, Apathy and Disappointment, Hate and Resentment.

Not Quite Enough Time

To achieve great things, two things are needed: A plan, and not quite Enough Time.

Leonard Bernstein

All Means are Permitted !!!

As soon as men decide that all means are permitted to fight an evil, then their good becomes indistinguishable from the evil that they set out to destroy.
 

Christopher Dawson (1889-1970)

Everything

You Can’t Have Everything, After All Where Would You Put It.
Steven Wright

Time ...

Meaningless in the absence of time what never was is never again!...

Dogs look up to you.

Cats look down on you.

Pigs looks you in the eye and treats you like an equal.

Sir Winston Churchill

British politician (1874 - 1965)

Man and GOD

Man Created God in His Own Image ...

Well what was the Alternative?

The Divine Conspiracy

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Quaestio nostra est aeterna

Ultima requies fons vitae

Sed eam ut novam ducemus

We will never know all possibilities to predict what is to come

And so we have illusions to think freely

Once we had been

Rich from within

Did not try to reach

What we couldn’t achieve

Because once we had been

Able to win

From the need to succeed

We need to be innocent to live the life we've lived for so long

We need to be blind enough to live the life we live right now

Who possesses your time also possesses your mind

Once we had been

Rich from within

Did not try to reach

What we couldn’t achieve

Because once we had been

Able to win

From the need to succeed

We need to be innocent to live the life we've lived for so long

We need to be deaf enough to live the life we live right now

Reach out, touch infinity

Life is just a memory

Time is not the entity

Like it used to be

The Divine Conspiracy

Opens up the reality

Time is not the entity

Like it claims to be

Once we had been

Rich from within

Did not try to reach

What we couldn’t achieve

Because once we had been

Able to win

From the need to succeed

We need to be innocent to live the life we've lived for so long

We need to be insensitive to live the life and so ignore it all

Who possesses your time also possesses your mind

Who possesses your time

-Mislead us all, we are not in control

Also possesses your mind

-There is no trace that will lead to this place

Reach out, touch infinity

Life is just a memory

Time is not the entity

Like it used to be

The Divine Conspiracy

Opens up the reality

Time is not the entity

Like it claims to be

Desperately we all

Clutch at the last straw

We stumble and fall

Countdown to die

To heal it all

We will never reach

Our capacities, no more

We cannot expand

Our boundaries

Once we had been

Rich from within

Did not try to reach

What we couldn’t achieve

Because once we had been

Able to win

From the need to succeed

We need to be innocent to live the life we've lived for so long

We need to be insensitive to breathe so we can take it all for granted

Reach out, touch infinity

Life is just a memory

Time is not the entity

Like it used to be

The Divine Conspiracy

Opens up the reality

Time is not the entity

Like it claims to be

Epica - The Divine Conspiracy - 2007

Religion

Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man - living in the sky - who watches everything you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a special list of ten things he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these ten things, he has a special place, full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish, where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time . . .

But He LOVES YOU!!!

George Carlin

Time and the Machines

The centre holds, the falcon hears the falconer.

Apotheosis was the beginning before the beginning, the base and the pinnacle, the flower inside the fruit that is both its parent and its child, decadent as ancestors the portal and that which passes.

The Machine keeps pushing time through the cogs like paste into strings into paste again and only the Machine keeps using time to make time to make time and when the Machine stops, time was an illusion that we created free will.

We are countless as the bodies in which we dwell are both parent and infinite children in perfect copies, no degradation.

Meaningless in the absence of time what never was is never again

Revenge

Never Go to bed ANGRY.

Stay awake and Plot your REVENGE.

The Secret of Life !!!

"The secret of life is honesty and fair dealing. If you can fake that, you've got it made."

Julius Henry Marx

Past and Now

This is something interesting which I wrote sometimes ago in one of my blogs:

"Past is Chasing, Closing, and no where to go except Facing it. Such a shame!"

I thought it is not a bad idea to post it again.

Although you can say that the past is a candle for the future, but sometimes people are more hunted with their past than helped. Not true for everybody though, I understand.

Anyways sooner or later the choices we made would caught up with us and then, it is all depend on what we did and how we would take the consequences.

I may not always believe in what I just said, but you get the idea.

Mountains of The Truth

On the mountains of truth you can never climb in vain: either you will reach a point higher up today, or you will be training your powers so that you will be able to climb higher tomorrow.

Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Sympathy For The Devil

Please allow me to introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
I've been around for a long, long year
Stole many a man's soul and faith

And I was 'round when Jesus Christ
Had his moment of doubt and pain
Made damn sure that Pilate
Washed his hands and sealed his fate

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
`cause what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

I stuck around St. Petersburg
When I saw it was a time for a change
Killed the czar and his ministers
Anastasia screamed in vain

I rode a tank
Held a general's rank
When the blitzkrieg raged
And the bodies stank

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guess my name
Ah, what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

I watched with glee
While your kings and queens
Fought for ten decades
For the gods they made

I shouted out,
"Who killed the Kennedys?"
When after all
It was you and me

Let me please introduce myself
I'm a man of wealth and taste
And I laid traps for troubadours
Who get killed before they reached Bombay

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name
`cause what's puzzling you
Is the nature of my game

Pleased to meet you
Hope you guessed my name
`cause what's confusing you
Is just the nature of my game

Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet you
guess my name, guess my name
Pleased to meet you, pleased to meet you
guess my name, guess my name

TIAMAT
Skeleton Skeletron (1999)
Sympathy For The Devil

Mysterious Nights

A piece which I have done Long back, I find it in my Archive:
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Every night, when darkness spread through the blue sky from the east,
An unknown sense of doubt spread through my heart too.
I keen to question every manner of human life in the darkness of night.
Night make me feel black, what a pretty black too.
Sometimes, I think, I am falling in love with the dark nights.
Then suddenly something reminds me:
It can’t be! How could I fall in love?

Then as always, when I see you in the morning,
The feeling of doubt would fade away.
You fill me with warmth, calm and certainty.

Every now and then I ask myself:
Am I falling love with you?
So what does this feeling means?
What does it called? What am I? And what is happening to me?

Confidence and Rights

People who have given us their complete confidence believe that they have a right to ours. The inference is false, a gift confers no rights.

Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900)

Opinions

It is hard enough to remember my opinions, without also remembering my reasons for them!

Friedrich Nietzsche (1844 - 1900) 

Again an impeccable remark ...

Love and Hate, Friends and Enemies

The man of knowledge must not only be able to love his enemies, he must also be able to hate his friends.
Friedrich Nietzsche (1844–1900)

Not only love your enemy, but hate your friends...
Somehow I always knew friends are over rated. It is true that friends help you when you are most vulnerable, but most of the time they are who cause the problem in a first place. At least it was the case in my experience. I love my friends but I hate them as much.

As for your enemy, why you should hate your enemy, it is merely his purpose to do you harm in your life. So why hate him while without your enemy there is nothing to live on for. Better yet to love him as a wise man never hate his enemies.

NEW ORDER

These are the Rules, My Rules. You live with them, you obey them.

You can’t bend them, you can’t break them.

But I can.

That’s what makes me Strong, and leaves you hopeless.

WELCOME TO MY ORDER
WELCOME TO MY UNIVERSE

Life’s Implication

Life’s Simplicity makes it ROUGH, Life’s Ignorance, makes it UNBEARABLE and Life’s precedent, makes it a LIE.

Heaven and Fools

In heaven all the interesting people are missing.

Friedrich Nietzsche

There is a bitter truth in this quotation. I always wondered how heaven would be like. The religions describe heaven as a magical place which everybody enjoying themselves forever and ever until the end of times which is never apparently!

In this life, people enjoy small amount of relief between long agonies. Fun and interesting stuff are precious because most of the time people are bored and suffering. Think about a place filled with all the interesting stuff you could ever imagine,  would they still seems interesting if you could play with them forever and ever? The only reason which makes things interesting is that they are rare, nobody else has it or it is too hard to get. In heaven everybody can have anything they want.

Heaven is boring … I don’t understand why people are so eager to get the heaven anyways. Suppose people preferred to be bored than burned in hell. But when you think about it, being bored until the end of time is not much different from burning either. It’s another form of torture So it is hell anyway.

If there is no heaven, there is no hell either.

It is all a lie. People do all the things which they think are good to get to heaven. But when you look closely they are just a fool running toward a mirage.

Damn Fools

Soul Mate !!!

A lot of people believe in soul mates. Well I think it is safe to say everybody in some point has a friend and if they were lucky enough those friends become their close friends and eventually their mates. But soul mate is more than just that. Seems it is like a magical or perhaps spiritual bond between two people, evidently among opposite sex, which glue them together forever and ever until the end of time. If you sensed the sarcasm in my argument, you sensed correct. As much as I do want to believe that there is a soul mate out there waiting for me, I cant help thinking the whole story is some sort of fairy tale which is designed to help youngster go to sleep and dream about the brighter future in the rough times. Really that is what it is. Statistically the chance of you finding your soul mate, if there is one, is so slim that it is easier to not look for it. Beside if there is a soul mate out there let him/her find you after all it is YOUR soul mate.
The reason I talked about soul mate is that we as human tend to hope that future life is going to be easer that what it is now which is not true. Future is going to be as crappy and stupid as present. It would not going to get better folks, don’t wish for it. What you can do is first accept that life is full of lies and crap then try to get used to it. Perhaps in time if you don’t day dream all the time, your mind would find the way to ease thing for you a bit. But it is assured that life certainly not gonna get sweeter in our life time anyways, so WEAK UP, there is no soul mate, go find your mate and try to build your life with him/her.
You can call me Mr. Negative but you all know I am right.

Angles on my Sides

Through the night shall all wash away
All the horrors of the day
And the little angels on my sides
Tries to make it all worthwhile1

1Tiamat – Nihil

2Picture from DeviantArt - Evilherbivore

Egoism

There is a saying:
"Success is never so sweet as when it accompanied by the failure of a friend."1

Horrible saying but deep in its roots there is a bitter truth. We as a human like that. It gave us joy and feel superior over our best friends in their worst time. This is a quality we all share. After millennia of evolution, human learned to set some rules in his life and divide his actions in to good and evil. But somewhere along the way we forgot who we are. We forgot we are a being derived with selfishness. We are alive because of that egoism in our life. We very well try to hide it bit we all know it’s in there. Deep down we haven’t yet evolved. We just change our skins.

It is my belief that in order for human to evolve, they ought to embrace their selfishness. Only by embracing it that we can truly understand ourselves and in that process we get to next level. The higher path.

1Boston Legal, Season 3 Episode 24

From the Father to the Son

He pushed the chair a bit closer to his son. It was about time, time for the talk. He stare at the ground for a couple of second, he was trying to imagine how his son was thinking right now. Maybe he shouldn’t talk to him. Perhaps he was better of with out his advice. Then he remembered how every parent would do in this situation, they don’t talk. He didn’t want to be like other parents. In fact he didn’t want to be like anybody, and he wasn’t.
‘Son’ he began, ‘you may remember that by now everybody told you more friend you have, the better off you going to be. Whoever you chose as a friend will change your life for better of worst.’ His son was nodding along but he could see the confusion in his son’s eyes. ‘Now you rich a certain level that I can let you in a little secret about life. A hidden and ugly secret. I have lived for around forty years and in that time I have done everything for my friends. But what I realized is that even the most liberal of your friends will impose in you life. They try to influence on your life and try to change the course of your life as they please. They won’t give you your free choice when it comes to their interests. I guess what I’m trying to say is that friends are not as great as they given credits.’ He stopped for a while. He thought either he destroyed his son’s life or given him an advantage which will serve him good in his life. ‘I don’t say don’t have friends, but I’ll tell you don’t change your life because of them.’ He continued. ‘The fact is they have to change rather than you.’ Then he looked deep inside his son’s confused eyes. He could sense the conflict inside his son’s mind. Perhaps the confusion was the best he could hope for in the first initiative. He took his son’s right hand with his left hand and told him: ‘your best friend will betray, sell, break your heart and leave you. It will happen sooner or later but the trick is you shouldn’t think it is an odd event. Now that you know it will happen in that time, you may feel pain and sorrow but you won’t be paralyzed. Remember the worse thing about friend betrayal is that they most likely do it because they love you. This thing will put you in a real dilemma, should you forgive them or hate them forever. This is what you have to figure it out by yourselves.’ Then he got up turn his face from his son’s face and left the room.
Then there was a young man, a sad truth and an empty room.

What makes a man, a man?

You hear this sentence before, in song’s lyrics, in speeches and it made your mind wonders, what really makes a man, a man?Is it what he has done in his life? Is it the choices he made? Is it the life he lived? Or is it the way he ends his life?
I think it has to be just more than that. Of course we are what we do, or better to say perhaps we do what we are. If it is so, you should be a man to be a man. Simple. Just be one, choices are not simple. I am not talking about just those choice we make every now and then which change our life, I am talking about those choices we make and change others life. We have to consider that when we do things it has some effect on other people.
Still sometimes my mind wonders why we should feel good when people engage us as a significant figure, when we really know what we are. Why we feel superior when we know just some simple choice, perhaps some luck on the way with some proper support from others made what we are? How could we don’t feel ashamed when we know everybody can do what we did? You may quote “it is not true! Everybody is unique in its own way.” Although I don’t disagree, but we have to implicate the element of environment and the time we made those choices which make us unique. Think about it.
Why we want to be The MAN?

Who we are?

Big question and maybe stupid one too, isn’t it? Why is it matter, “who we are?” when we are, here right now?!
But when you think about it, it doesn’t seem that much stupid at all.
consider it: what if you know who you really are, I’m not talking about knowing what regain or ethnic background you came from; what I am asking is you knew all about you, your desirers, your powers, your potentials all the stuffs which is fundamentally about you. Don’t you think if you knew all these things, you would put your life in a right track, you won’t never hate yourself for the things you didn’t do, because you may know that you could not do it after all!
Or may be it is a blessing that we don’t know who we are.
I personally want to know who I am and as much as I know this is one of my only wishes which will never come true, still want to reserve my chances that perhaps one day in this life time I know who I was.
I can dream, can’t I?

Hunter

Life is like a hunter, laying in waiting for you, waiting to take out when a good time is passing you by.
Life is the devil itself.

Garbadge Deams

For those of us who forgot ... !!!

Wish

I just wish I knew what I am suppose to do.
I wish I just knew. No matter how hard the journey might get, I would go.

But I wished I knew Before I start...
I WISH

Anonymous Thanks

Thank you

Thank you !
Thanks for taking care of me,
Watching over me,
Now and then ...
Days and nights.

Just to let you know,
Thank you

Lost and Lonly

And when hopes leaves me,
The black of in my soul would take over my heart
The ghosts of my past
Would come back to hunt me.

And my childhood’s terrors would creeps over me once again

After that,

I feel LONLY ...
Completely LOST!

If you are looking for the wining side of life, you have to fight or lose it all. No exception is applied. Being good is not enough.
Life doesn't deserve GOOD!

Hate

I hate Life.
I do get this feeling from time to time. May be it's because I need to do something I don’t like, but anyways I don’t like it and sometimes I really hate being alive.
It seems there is always something wrong with my life. And although I know there is something wrong, I can't do anything about it.

To whom it may concern:
We stand still till eternity; because that is the way we do things.
Sky is changing; we are getting transform to something else, but still this is the way we do things.
No doubt about it.

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For the Fireflies. I wont fight it anymore. I wont argue with it anymore. Let it get me once and for all, for good. All for the Fireflies.!

GONE

I’m gone
But remember
I had plans to change the world
But world failed to be changed

I had plans to make it better
But rejection was its response
I had plans to teach everyone
The secrets of life, the forbidden fruit
But they preferred Ignorance.

I had plans

Remember
Remember
Remember

And now

I am losing ground
Every moment that passes me by
I lose more and more

But remember
I had plans
It was the world which ignored me
I came and gone
But you remember
Just remember

Just like a SETTING SUN.
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Setting sun

"You’re the devil inside me I brought from the cold
You said your body was young
But your mind is very old
You’re coming on strong and I like the way
The visions we had have faded away
You’re part of a life I’ve never had
I’ll tell you that it’s just too bad
You’re coming on strong
You’re showing your colour"

Like a setting sun

Future is what we think of, but remember it is still going even if we dont think its good!!
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