Sunday 30 May 2004


I've done it for myself, You do it for yours.
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Life meaning!!!
I just think sometimes about myself, and what I am in this universe. The universe is hundreds thousands times or bigger then me. What is my significant in this world? Dose it stop with out me? Does it care about me? And in one world:
What I am in the world?

This shouldn’t be tough question, because we are all here, so we have to know why we are here, life should have some meaning. However this is still a question, thus in somepoint should something been missed or gone wrong!
I really donĂ‚’t believe those ideas which say: “God created us to see, Do we follow his wish or not”. God doesn’t need us for these cheap reasons; in fact god doesn’t need us at all, why he should need the human. Of course all this arguments are on if and only if we accept there is a God, which I think it should be something.
Now let's back to our significance in whole universe. By the way why we go so far, what is our meaning in our town? If we pay our taxes, be a good neighbour, help people and more this mean it is our reason to be alive? I don’t think so. There got to be something more, something more important. Like what? I don’t know. That’s why I ask this question for.
I know I should be good but why I should, never been clear. Although I am sure of something, somehow in someway being good make me feel nice too.

SOBECAUSE BECAOUSE OF YOU NOT FOR OTHER PEOPLE.

Friday 28 May 2004


What is the real world? Can we really call those things around us real world? Does only every thing we see is the real world? What will happen about those things we sense and can't prove?

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Dreams
Have you ever had a dream that when you woke up think that was real a happened? I’m sure all of us had this experience before although did you think about it? In fact why we have to have dream? Is it really something biological that our body need it? Or it's about something else.
I know people that really haven’t a dream and still have beautiful life! So it can’t be something biological only.
Perhaps it has relation to it but not completely, and this is the nature, noting is complete.
So what does it would be then?
You may think that it maybe is the image of ourselves that we can’t have in the real life. Thus we make it in our dreams. True it might be a possible explanation which related to psychology.
However for instance, I have a dream since I remember, and every time I woke up I thought it has really has happened to me. Even the whole dream makes me tired too. I can’t stop not sleeping but when I sleep it doesn’t help to fresh me up. Though it is different with the nightmare, sometimes I enjoy them.
So what it would be? The things that I do in my dream, I have no idea what they are they come from. It is not my imaginary life, somehow I thing this life is the imaginary one.
Really, how we can find out we are sleep or a weak?

And something else:
I can see the future in my dreams. I believe every one dose. When you do something that you think you have done it before, means that you have seen future but do not remember it totally.
Now what we call this thing? They are images that come to our head by random chances?
I don’t think so.
So do that they could be? I don’t know exactly but I have theory about it:
We don’t live in the exactly real world. Every thing around us has other characteristics than we know. We have other significance in someplace else.
Where is that place? No idea but I can feel it, I know it is some where or even it is exactly around us. It should exist somewhere, because with out it a lot of things don’t fit in their place.

Next time you do something that knows about it already, try to remember where you remember it from.
I’ve done it before. I tried to memorize those things that I thought it would be happened in future and amazingly they did.
And if we could really know about the future, what will happen to our choice?
Does future has already been written?

Wednesday 26 May 2004


I can't talk, I can't tell but I can see and I can THINK Posted by Hello
Choice II
High Important: when we want to talk about High Important Stuff it is better we first define what would be important. See, in my view those things which we mention it in future by Transformer events are important in our life. for instance it has happened that your friend tell you about seeing someone who thought couldn’t see him/her again, and by this his/her life changed for some reason.
These things are not our choice too, so the question is
ARE WE HAVING CHOICE?

See, this is always been a crisis and mans couldn’t get over it in all his history. Even in this situation itself we do not have choice to not ask these kinds of question. We always get some explanation for it although the certain answer has never been made.

Monday 24 May 2004

Choice
Have you ever thought about that human beings have choice in their life or not?
obviously we didn’t have choice to born, actually we don’t remember it, if it was decision of ours of course, and we didn’t have choice to born in what kind of family in what country and ... .
But still some of us think human have choice in their life. Frankly I am one of those people who think we have choice of our life, but in another way. I mean I divided whole decision things in to some different levels or categories such as Less Important decisions or High Important decisions.
Human right is to choose somewhere in the middle of this imaginary diagram. Although what did happen to the Less and High Important things.

First Less Important: these things are done by system itself, like autopilot. Interesting isn’t it. It doesn’t matter who you are, depending on your situation system decide something happen to you, like you accidentally fall in the middle of a lovely walk without any reason, it don’t hurt you and may make others laugh but it happened for reason which you don’t know it and it wasn’t your choice neither.

Second High Important: let’s talk about these later; remember to think about it, what things would be high important decision which is not you choice?

Saturday 22 May 2004


NOT SPECIAL Posted by Hello

Friday 21 May 2004

Special or Not Special
Have you ever think that you are somehow special and you will do something which will change the future of all humanity? If yes, I’ll tell you something...
I was one of those people who thought is special. I though I will change the life of a lot of people and will be an important person in the world wide. I had these dream till last night.
What happened last night, I’ll tell you:
I have had a very hard exam, I had time to read but I didn’t and put everything for last moment because I believed I could do it. The thing is I just passed one of my worst nights ever, I even had thought about the way to kill myself too. - Now I understand why people attempt to kill themselves when have failure in their life - anyway I just realize something, how much you thing you are special, it doesn’t matter if you don’t work hard for it, there is no free thing in the world that give it to you and don’t ask anything because you thing you are special.
In conclusion please do not thing you are special because I am sure you are NOT. Actually I am nobody, so like you but if I just work a bit harder I will be a special person, at list I have hope to be but I’m not sure I could make it. So why are we playing this “Special Person” games?
Subsequently never forget, YOU ARE NOT SPECIAL.

I know its sounds hard to you; believe me I was hard for me to understand too but always said Truths aren’t come up easy.

Wednesday 19 May 2004

LOVE AND LIFE, This is a Problem
I was thinking about love lately a lot, also about the meaning of life too. You know what I got most when I thought deeper?
I starting to realize that the life meaning are should be has some relation to the Love itself.
Ask me about its relation, my answer is: The meaning of LIFE isn’t LOVE.
You might figure it out by yourself before although u still confuse about the meaning the life though, don’t you.
I tell you what? See, love is a very complicate person. I prefer to call it person because it might be having life for itself. But it shouldn’t make us to call it the meaning of life if we really don’t know how this is.
So think more clearly next time. Is the real meaning of LIFE is LOVE or it is something else we didn’t want to think about it!